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While I lived, I provided for everything but death; now I must die, and am unprepared to die.
I say again, if I had the whole world at my disposal, I would give it to live one day. I am about to take a leap into the dark.
Until this moment I thought there was neither a God nor a hell. Now I know and feel that there are both, and I am doomed to perdition by the just judgment of the Almighty.
O God, if there be a God, save my soul, if I have a soul!
You need not tell me there is no God for I know there is one, and that I am in His presence! You need not tell me there is no hell. I feel myself already slipping. Wretches, cease your idle talk about there being hope for me! I know I am lost forever! Oh, that fire! Oh, the insufferable pangs of hell!